所赋歌词
Memories consume记忆吞噬
Like opening the wound就像打开疮伤
I m picking me apart again我又开始拼凑自己
You all assume你们都认为
I m safe here in my room我在自己的空间里是安全的
(unless I try to start again) 除非我试着要重新开始
I don t want to be the one
The battles always choose 我不想成为那个总是被卷入战争的人
Cause inside I realize
That I m the one confused 因为从心底我意识到自己是多么的迷茫
I don t know what s worth fighting for 我不知道是什么值得我这么战斗
Or why I have to scream 为什么我必须尖叫...
I don t know why I instigate 我不知道为什么我教唆别人
And say what I don t mean并 且说反话
I don t know how I got this way 我不知道我是如何变成这样
I know it s not alright我知道它不来塞
So I m
Breaking the habit
Tonight 所以我今晚要打破常规
Clutching my cure 抓紧我的治疗
I tightly lock the door 将门紧锁
I try to catch my breath again 我试着找回心跳
I hurt much more 我比以前任何时候伤害更多
Than anytime before
I had no options left again 我再没有选择逃离
I ll paint it on the walls我将绘它在墙壁上
Cause I m the one at fault因为我是那个非难
I ll never fight again我将不再战斗
And this is how it ends并且这就是这么结束...
I don t know what s worth fighting for我不知道什么值得去战斗
Or why I have to scream 或为什么我必须尖叫
But now I have some clarity 不过现在我有了些明确的东西
To show you what I mean 来告诉你我的想法
I don t know how I got this way我不知道我是如何变成这样
I ll never be alright 我会一直不太对头
So I m
Breaking the habit 所以我要打破常规
Breaking the habit 打破常规
Tonight 就在今夜!